Miss you maybe not?

We met at jac wedding. But we never say hi. I think you look at me but I look away. Maybe you don't know who I was or maybe you did. I felt it was you but I never dare to look, pretty much recalled how many different types of scenario we might encounter each other but on this occasion I never guess it. But it is inevitable. I very much wanted to get away and avoid the wedding but the bride have always being so nice saved a spot for me. How could I not be there when she was being so sweet. I kept looking at your direction after we enter but was there any purpose? What's the yearning for? Nothing? Just being nosy about your life. But was there a purpose? None at all? Maybe you are happily married but there wasn't any body beside you. 4 am thoughts. Weird shit.

S. M. Y.

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又想你了 又在痛 

Imy#6

I really do my. 我们彼此都变了，我已经跟不上你的脚步。想念而不去争取只有永远想念。我问了自己好多遍对你到底什么感觉但是有了答案又如何？我们彼此已经走向反方向没有回头的理由，我这又是何必呢？

曾经我听过一个故事。从前有一个人很痛苦、为情所困就到庙里找老和尚开解。老和尚哪了一个杯子叫那个人拿着。接着老和尚拿了一壶热水往杯子倒。杯子快装满了但是老和尚还是继续往杯子里倒。那人被杯子过多流出来的热水烫着了立刻放开了杯子，杯子跌在地上。老和尚说：“痛了自然就会放。”

我还不够痛吗？

我不该自私拥有你，我给不了，我帮不了你。还是祝你幸福。要幸福。

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要幸福

imy#5

I STILL my. Wish you knew.  Exams coming! Mug hard.

imy#4

I still remember the story about the bricks you told me before. I still have it in my email regardless whether you say it or email. Your intentions are clear. Thanks.